AkU sEmAkIn ......

Hari demi hari, tubuhku ini semakin menggebu-terutamanya di bhgn muka..oh No!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i check back apa pemakanan yg diambil,aku akan menundukkan diri.Menyesal? oh tidak.. sesungguhnya nikmat makanan2 yg kumakan itu-tak terucap dek kata2..


i make nasik lemak using evaporated milk-that's why the colour turns to a bit yellowish.Mkn ngan sambal udang,ikan bilis rangup and baby tomatoes..mmmmmmmmm..perut lapar,tak sedap pun jalannnnnn..

My lately favoritos..nasik lemak with shredded paru goreng and its so yummy coz paru tu diperap ngan perapan satay and digoreng segaring-garingnya..nasik tu pulak nasik kukus,so takla lemak sesangat2nya..

i looooovvveeeee it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! homemade char kuey teow with full of beansprout and big prawn! di makan panas2,letak cili api ketuk..aiyooo!!! lazatnyer.... better buat sendirik dr beli kat kedai..percaya la cakap i..

so...cemana nak menahan kegebuan badan ku ini, sedangkan hari bahagia ku bakal menjelma kurg dr 6 bulan?

perlukah kucampakkan dapur kesayangan ku,atau membuang oven buah hati ku ?

tolonglah aku!!!!!!!!!!!!

PeNaTnYa aKu....

Sejak hujung bulan April, i started my business kecil2an yg tak pernah terpikir sebelum ni.It's not becoz i'm running out of money,but i need extra money to ensure everything goes smoothly on my big day..ada 6 month left and i need to struggle to earn more and more money as i can.Oppps!! tetiba retina mataku berubah menjadi RM yg berputar2.Sesungguhnya, kuasa ringgit itu sgt mempengaruhi aku di saat ini..Bukan gajiku tidak cukup..Bukan fulus di bank ku sudah licin..cuma, i dont want to give another burden to my dad..Cukup2lah dia kelam kelibut nak rak masa adinda2 ku kawen dulu..eveything needs money.selangkah kanan, RM.selangkah kiri, USD.setapak ke depan ,RUPIAH.mengundur ke belakang, BAHT..kali ni, biarlah aku usaha sedaya upaya and i try my best to sediakan semua ongkos2 dr yg besar sampai la yg paling kecik.
For the first time, i terima upah memasak yg tak penah2nya dibuat sebelum ni.Thanks to Watie as she is the one who ask me to cook Rendang Ayam untuk 40 org makan.

ini ler ghopernyer rendang ayam yg ditempah.debor tak terkata bila hulurkan bekas tupperware besar ni pd si penempah.alhamdulillah, walaupun tak untung byk mana, but, i'm satisfied bila dia kata ok..errr, watie..aku masak tak guna aji naik moto yer? ngeh ngeh ngeh

selain itu, i juga "tolong" masakkan mihun goweng utk besday party my opis mate.bab masak memasak nih,mmg favorito and sanggup tak tido mlm,sampai my sis sound

"Na, jgn ko sampai tak tido mlm and sakit, sudah.."

sbb nasihat dia tu selalu bermain di fikiran ku, so, i need to complete 8 hrs bedtime sleep daily.

apa nak buat...tak ikut kang, derhaka pulak..ngeh ngeh ngeh

MeNaNti HaRi EsOk...

i;m very happy to wait for tomorrow!!! i will take half day off and vrooooooooom to PD to see my little cute baby-Zikri.after a very very hectic and terrible schedule this week, i really need a rest.

Oppps!!! tdy, i will go to our wedding boutique to confirm the date , to select our package and the most important thing is to pay a downpayment for their service.Actually, i'm not very sure about our theme colour for My Yin.I had chose my lovely colour-lilac @ soft purple for mine,and had informed to most of my family member that they should follow my "dress code".Hmmm..it will be purple + white which can be a very good combination for my big day.Everything is purple + white..Dari langsir,cadar,bunga telur sampaila kepada peterana a.k.a pelamin....Hopefully everything will be run smoothly..Insya Allah..

Tetiba teringat pada my little daughter-Damia.She was 8 month old on 19th May and believe it or not, i was counting everymonth for her birthday!!

I love to kiss her lips when she was below 4 month old and now stop kissing her lips coz she starts to take solid food and i dont want to share her "bubur nasi" or "flavourable nestum" when kissing her! Heheheheh

i miss both sooooooo much....

SeMaLaM yAnG dAsYaT

Yesterday was very very tired, horrible and terrible for me.Starts from black out at my apartment (just only my unit),it makes me "fenin fenin " when i saw bubble comes out from saluran air which comes from my sink.Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tersumbat la pulak..Berpeluh2 bila sedaya upaya cuba menjolok sumbatan dan......

TeRiNgAt-iNgAt..

Dalam kesibukan menjalani tugas2 harian di samping tugas2 sampingan, i still can spend my time belek2 all photos of my family which kept in my pc.sometimes, me smiling when looking at all those photos..we are in a big family and well attached each other.kalau citer kat org, org pun pelik...yer la..org lain tu, kdg2 sepupu pun tak penah jumpa,adik beradik pun kdg2 je bersua muka..i love my big family so much..

mALaSnYa....

After came back from "kampong" , i feel so tired and miss my 2 little babies ,Damia and Zikri.tak sabar nak tunggu ujung minggu ni.another trip, man!!! Since no one left at my kampong at this moment ( my daddy now staying with my sister for 2 weeks only-its very hard to "pujuk" him and he only nodded when i promised to come to PD by this week and send him back to Perak on the next week),so, me and my Yin will go to PD to fulfill my promise and nak hilangkan rindu pd baby Zikri.

aKu rInDu...

I miss her soooooooooo much!!! my little chubby,my heart and my pumpkin little baby,Damia.7 mth old.I luv to kiss,pinch and sometimes biting her cheek!!! Oh Tuhan, aku tidak sabar menanti hari esok...

TerBaBaS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Punyerla terkejut when i woke up around 7.27 am this morning!!!! I need to take a bath,ironing my clothes,packing and.....Do i need to walk in to the office today? Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I called my Yin and guess what would he say... "Awak jalan kaki jer la.." No choice... i have to...Dah lama tak jalan kaki and everyone will staring at me why i'm walking and my Yin driving to the office? Hhahahahahha..Ni semua gara2 menyiapkan tempahan2 member2 ofis yang sentiasa ada menempah..I always remember my mom's phrase..." Jgn tolak kalau org nak order.Itu rezeki..".. and now, i know how my mum's feel when she busy with her cookies,desserts and catering..Miss you mum...

Keje..Keje...Keje...

Today is Tuesday...mengadap keje dr pg sampai la ke mlm...urrrrrrrrrggggghhh!!! semakin lama...ada nampak garis2 halus..Ok owww!!!! Kene pakai krim anti penuaan cepat2!!!

Malay movie.....

Yesterday, i went to GSC to watch a new movie from young, adorable and talented director-Shamsul.I'm a big suprised when a staff at counter warned me strictly no under 18 audience for this movie. Do i look like underage , my dear ???????